Dearest You,
Its been an interesting couple of days. I've found reasons to laugh. I've found reasons to smile. I've fought the tears. I know I'll move past this, whatever it was. I'll stop wondering "if" or "if only" eventually. Loosing you won't end me, it just ends a very happy chapter in my life. Even with all the "what ifs" and "what does that mean" questions running through my head, it was a happy chapter in my life. You did bring me genuine joy. You brightened my days with humour and silliness and Yoda. You could make me see how ridiculous I can be about some things. I'll miss that.
I miss you.
I think if we were still friends you'd find my current predicament very amusing. You'd laugh your Yoda butt off at me. The exact same birthday gift from two completely different friends on opposite sides on the country. And I won't bore you with the love life woes (these actually don't concern you, I seem to be married man bait). At this point if I didn't laugh at myself I think I'd dissolve into a puddle like the Wicked Witch of the West. So I laugh. I feel better when I laugh.
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